I've been thinking.....

I've been thiking....I've been thinking about life and love and what God's doing in my heart. I don't know how many of you have watched the video that I posted on here this past week but if you can, please take some time to watch it. And afterwards....pray and ask the Lord what He would want you to do about it all. It's a heavy video but it's real, it's life and it's raw and it's going on right now....
since most of you don't know what I'm talking about watch the video from the link below. Please! 

I'm feeling really restless lately...I think it's because I sense lots of change coming and feel in my spirit that God's breaking me and tearing down things that I felt were my rights...my right as a woman, my rights as a missionary, my rights as a daughter, a friend, a sister. My life is not my own....and as most of you know I have a tattoo on my wrist with the verse of Isaiah 55. Read it if you don't know what it says.... everyday this past week I have looked down at my wrist and am reminded that God's ways are not my ways nor are His thoughts my thoughts. This life is not my own....your life is not your own.... so knowing this...what will we do? Am I doing what I was created to do? I am still looking into this...it's a lifelong journey.... 

Please pray for me as I enter into a season of God breaking me and tearing down my rights...Pray that I will stay strong and keep my eyes fixed on Him.....I'm tired and heavy laden but I know that His yoke is light....He lifts our burdens and does not ask us to do things on our own. That is why He sacrificed His life for us....you and me. 

Thank you for reading this and for praying for me. Know that I pray for you all....and think of you all often....

lots of love...