Last Night-
It's my last night at mom and dad's house. How do I say goodbye to my dad? To mom? Why do I try to act so calm and cool like this huge life change doesn't bother me...doesn't effect me? When really, deep inside it's hard to catch my breath knowing it's going to be a long time since I will see them again...since I know that so much will change. My steady rocks are being shifted and my feet feel unsteady. Steady me heavenly Father. I love them with all that is within me....with my every being. Is it protection that I do this to my self? Trying to protect so that I don't break down and show them my weakness. I don't want them to know how scared I am to go. It scares the shit out of me. I am broken down and I cry... lying in my bed I cry...break me down. Break me down on this last night with my mom and dad...cover them with your wings and tell them how much I love them and will miss them and will think of them every second of the day....for with out you Father- with out them I would not be able to step out into this great season...a great adventure into a great country.....be my comfort on this last night I am sleeping under the same room as Ed and Sheryl...the bearers of my very blood...for two became one and I became and was given wings to fly.....on this last night I commit my life, my plans my future, my family....on this last night may it never be the last but may it last forever in my heart......
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sweet blisssss bud! that was a good painful cry i think. ขอบคุณที่แบ่งปัน
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